its crazy. every day has become a new adventure for me. sometimes i wonder if its all a dream. my teenage apathy is returning at a the slow pace of an old turtle on anti-speed, but i feel it. even if you quit an addiction there is always a chance of a rebound.
thankfully summer has begun and i don't have the stress of school anymore. camp is around the corner and i am beyond excited. maybe that will give me a chance to put my troubles away in a safe spot, like that japanese box angie has that neither of us can get open. maybe i'll just forget about them and have a boss time.

man, i hope so.